Have you been Thankful?

I have been recieving this particular email that sort of teach us how to be thankful for every little thing that we have.

Here is my little version of it, customised to my needs.

I AM THANKFUL:

1. my mum and dad nag at me every morning, coz I know that I still get to see them for another day.

2. my stupid brother is blasting his irritating music in the room, at least he is not at a dark dark disco dunnoe doing what.

3. my fat sister is still growing fat, coz she is still eating and is "Healthy".

4. Huiping still calls me bitch, Sebes still calls me bimbo, Yulian still calls me "Bah Kah", Teng still calls me Gal, you, my friend still calls me MeiMei coz I know that all of you care.

5. the super idiotic members at the gym still write complain letters about me coz I noe i still have a class to teach and they took notice of me.

6. I am growing fat but i can slim down too.

7. I can cry, smile, frown, be angry, be upset coz i still have feelings and emotions.

8. I have you coz I have know how to love n be loved.

What about you?

Do you believe what you preach? Do you act as you preached?

Alot of times, I believe I do so too, I will Say XXX yet act YYY. *No, nothing religious or sexual here, pls think str8* hahaha.. I think you do too yah?

Does it happpen all the time? Well, I see alot of it. One FANTASTIC example will be my parents.

"Mei ah, you exam good good result,daddy buy this and that for you k?"

In the end, oso dun have. Bluff me...

humph... I see that in my friends too.

"I tell you huh, I veh man one, I one person go war, whole world scare of me"
*War come, first person run*

yah yah yah, BIG FUCK...

"If situation A happens, I will act PLAN B!"
*When it happens*
"He oso act PLAN A what, Y CAnt I!?"

I never know you were a follower...

"You scared what? Anything happen, you got me what.. I will do this do that do these do those for you one..."
*Happen liao.. Ehh.. I thot you say*
"Say? Say what? I say if its like that then, I will do it one... Hai, too bad, now..."

Thankz huh.. Thanz... Thanz leh.. Really Thank YOU...

Shall we all learn to be little more generous?

I believe you have heard of story of carrying potatoes rite? Well, if you havent, let me bring some light to you.

One day, in school, a teacher gave a task to her class of students. She instructed them to bring a bag with them and whenever they are angry with someone, just use a pen, write that person's name on A potato and put that potato in the bag. Now, the students are supposed to bring this bag and their potatoes around, wherever they go (Eat Sleep Shit Bath Play etc). Happily, the students write names put potatoes and drag the bag of potatoes around.

At the end of the week, their potatoes starts to rot, stink, and seems heavier with every potato they put in. The teacher then ask if they are ready to let that bag of potatoes go. All at once the students agree that they should.

Morale of the story?

Next time, be smart, dun use potatoes, use sweets...

Hahahaaha.. Nah, seriously: That bag of potatoes resembles the grudges that you hold and the bag is you or your heart. As the potatoes are added in, the bag feels heavier. In time to come, when the potatoes rot, you suffer the stinky smell. Same logic as a human being. The more grudges you hold, the heavier and the more stressed out you will be, when the grauges becomes bad, who else suffer but you? YOU, my dear, will be the one suffering. NOT the person whose name was on the potatoes but YOU!

Thus, if YOU learn to let go, not only do you NOT have to smell those smelly potatoes, your love ones, best friends, even just a stranger standing beside you do not have to suffer the "stench". And YOU will definitely led a better life, Y NOT?

Now, If you have read Raymond aka Ah Mond's blog, you will actually think that im refering to him.. BUt nah,you are wrong wrong.. I got the inspiration from an email.

Frankly, I do hold grudges too. I mean, lets be realistic, who doesnt. The thing is, have you ever realise that even though I do, when the person whom I dont like is being mention, I'll joke about it and let it pass?

Think about it, if the person whom i hate is someone who meant sth to you, isnt it very stressful for you to try to not mention that person? Take for example: I HATE WILLIAM! Yes, that bastard who has just hurt a dear friend of mine. Well, even before he hurt her, I hate him already. BUT, when I was suppose to be nice and pass sth to him, I smile and said Hi, totally give face to my friend.

Yah, i admit, in front of her, I do sometimes say VEH VEH nasty things about him, what did she do? She NEVER, i repeat, NEVER give me black face BEFORE. At most, She will just "EEee... Meimei, you veh bad leh.. He not like that de lah." I tell you, after hearing that, I oso PAISEH! y? He was her BOYFRD, upoon hearing such SHIT from me, she still can smile. She "let me go" how can I not "let him go"?

The thing is, ONE's letting go and being generous to another human being is like a smile; it gets passed on. I try, I am trying to let go of alot of things. The question is, R YOU? R you embracing life?

Life as a woman

Im not sure if its fair if I were to comment in general on the topic that im touching on today. I think i do see this happening to more women than men thus my feeling towards it bah. Men out there, if you think that im being unfair, im sorry, im only a girl who is standing on the side of women.

I remember I was told of this story by my poly mate when we were having a break in school. Its about how her mum was being treated at home. Now, the story is gonna be quite common, so if its of any resemblance to the one you told me, I can only tell you, this was the first I heard.

"My dad, is a male chauvinist. He expected dinner ready when he is home, mum to take good care of us, take care of his needs, like she is a superwoman. My mum is very soft spoken, she is always keeping quiet about how she is suffering but I know how she feels. My dad hits my mum, she knows that he had had an affair before but she decided to keep quiet about it, for the sake of us. I dun feel any love from my dad, he never sit me down to talk to me. For all my birthday since young til now, he only bought me pens as presents. He never really know what i want. I just feel sad, not for myself, but for my mum. That she has to marry a man just to suffer. Im not sure if she was ever happy before, probably befor ethey got married bah. Im afraid I'll end up like her, to marry a man of "No Love"."

Given the above scenario, you as a woman, what would you do? Leave the man? Hang on to the relationship since he is still providing for the family? Ask for help from family and friends? Call the hotline?

I think most women will choose to HAng on. Y?

Do you realise that from what you see around you, even from centuries ago, women are more generous? They allow their man to be shared with another woman/women, just because these women love their man that much to allow such a thing to happen. They allow their man to do what he wants to, so just as to keep him by her side. YET, there are MEN out there who took advantage of this generousity of women and make a FOOL outta themselves. MEN, let them know that their woman is leaving him for another man, he will "BLOW" his top, scolding the woman a slut, a bitch a whatsoever; these MEN dont even have a shame to think about how they have treated their women in the first place. (Now now, no uproar from the men pls, I know there are really SLUTS around too, i understand.)

Frankly, must a woman:

- be so generous (To you flirting/SLEEPING ard)
- be so patient (To your temper/PMS/Stupidness)
- be so caring (To your carelessness)
- be so understanding (To your horniness)
- be so giving (To you n you n you n YOU AGAIN!?)

Is this the life as a woman?

I know that being in a relationship, it takes alot of give and take, but MEN or SLUTS out there, you think you have given alot, think again... No matter how NOBLE you might in the beginning, middle or end, in a way, you will start to think that you have all rights to say do think anything and anyway that you deem rite. IF that ever happens, I seriously feel sorry for your partner, the one who is more soft hearted and giving, the one who feels indebted to you, or the one who just simply love you for you are would allow you to do anything you want to him or her.

Superwoman - Karyn White

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...

Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,

and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...

I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...

You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!!

I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!

I'm not your superwoman!!!!
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love, I need just your love, I'm not your superwoman...

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I Believe you must be quite addicted to the chinese version of the song rite? Thats because you dunnoe that this version exist. If you do, you will realise that the CHINESE VERSION SUCKS!!! Sorry, dun like chinese songs taken from an english song's melody.

Anyway, Always feel alot for this song. Made me cry for a period of time. I think BEn BEn still remember rite? Thank you for being there when I was crying then, really meant alot to me... Woah, took me one year to say thank you.. hahaha.. Well, better late than never.. ;p Thank you Benjamin :)

我要快樂 - 张惠 妹

又被愛傷了一遍
無所謂
當作成長
剛剛走開的人
煙還點著
味道卻淡了

我並不是天生愛寂寞
卻比任何人都多
就算把世界給我
我還是一無所有

我要快樂我要能睡的安穩
有些人不抱了才溫暖離開了才不恨我早應該割捨
我要快樂哪怕笑的再大聲
心不是熱的全都是假的
只有眼淚是真的

把從前想了一遍
謝謝了
傷我的人
想做樂觀的人
每種雨聲
聽了都不冷

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Well well, Think its a sad song weekend since its been raining all week.. Listen to the above song when I was making a choice of my life. Lotsa unspoken unhappiness, nervousness, anxiety, undecisiveness and confusion that I didnt communicate to anyone. This song kinda act as a little bit of release for me.

I Want to LOVE You for the Rest of my LIFE

I'm so glad I found you.
For so long I have searched,
looking for the special one to
share my life with- someone who
accept and love me as I am
and yet provide the freedom and
encouragement for me to grow.

I had just begun to accept that
my life might be complete without
having someone to share with...
Then, I FOUND YOU!

I'm so HAPPY that we
found each other...

I WANT TO LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

From Thomas to Sherlin :)

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The passage above comes from a card that was
given to me two months ago. At the back of the card
It was empty.

On this special day, when my Thomas
reads this,he will sign off at the back of the card
and once again place it in my hands and tell me
"I Love You".

There is a limit to anyone's tolerance

I have a friend who likes to princess about things.

Dun ans his call the night before, he hangs up on you when you try to call him the next morning. For god sake, i was sleeping alreay lor, you want mi to ans your call in my dreams meh? If so, pls call:1800-In- My-Dreams.

Late for appointment with him is "OH MY GOD!!!" Angry with me neh mind, push the stuff thats he is suppose to pass me and then stomp away. Hai.. I was having dinner before I finally manage to contact you about when n where to meet lor. I have car not helicopter or teleporter lor. Then dinner order liao dun eat meh? Furthermore, its not like I never msg you say I'll be late lor.

Go out eat with you, must eat what you wanna eat not what I wanna eat. Neh mind coz its i say anything one ah.

BUt frankly, since when have I not been there for you? I may b a nice person as try to be, but there is a limit to my tolerance of your attitude. The only reason why I couldnt bear to tell you what the Coordinator say to you was because I didnt want to demoralise you. I oso feel that Uncle Kee as a Sports Pys is better at doing this ah. Uncle Kee Leong, that Avier hor... HAI YAH... Pissed off lor...

Rental Problem

My darlin (Not Thomas) is having some problems with his land lord.

Darlin stays with his Dear at Yishun. His dear has been staying there since even before he knows my darlin. Since they are now officially an item, its only natural to stay together.

His dear pays abt S$600 for rental inclusive of utilities. Since now my darling stays there, the land lord is trying find a way to "chop carrot head" (ask for more money).

Land lord's reasoning: Ai yoh.. Ever since your boyfriend moved in our utilities increase from $50 to $75. All because he always stay home even when you go to work. I think you better pay for the utilities by giving me another $50 for utilities increase lor.

Well done lor.. Increase by $25, you ask for $50 more per month lor. So now since my darlin seem to be there 24/7, you want to might as well increase the rental since he is taking up the empty space in the room even when his dear is not around? Ridiculous... Its not like you dont drink the soup that my darling boil lor... Bitch in the year of BITCH.

Must you have spit on your face to know that you have been spat on?

When someone wants to end a relationship, there is really nothing much that the other party can do to stop him/her.

The thing is "Why make things difficult?"

What do I mean?

Given this situatuion(Quote partly from my friend's situation):

Guy: Im going to Indonesia to further my career. Dun think we can maintain a long distance relationship. (Reason 1)

Gal: Y? Dun you love me anymore?

Guy: Yes, I do love you. But I dun want to waste your youth. (Reason 2)

Gal: BUT but but... you can bring me with you, im willing to give everything up for you...

Guy: Erm.. I dun think I can feed myself, how to feed you?? (Reason 3)

Gal: [Still asking qns, still trying to salvage relationship]

Guy: [Starts to give all types of reasons and/or excuses]

From the above, do you see a Formula to look stupid?

The more ONE Tries NOT to end = The more OTHER wants to end = The more STUPID excuses comes up = The more STUPID The two person look

Y do i say that?

Look at Reason Number 1: To further his career is a great thing to do for himself. If we have both decided to end here and here, it will look understanding on the side of the girl and guy is given
a little space to feel guilty to give up someone so understanding. But if girl struggles?

Look at Reason Number 2: Stupid Excuse Number 1 come up liao lor. Waste her youth? So the times when you FUCK her in bed for the past few months are not her youth isit? Dun want to waste her youth, then might as well in the begining, DONT start the relationship lor.. Stupid girl still wants to struggle?

Look at Reason Number 3: Give the guy a chance to look less stupid but more incapable lor.
Less stupid because not capable sounds like a great reason mah. But NO CAPABILITY. Well done, I guess thats y you prefer to go Indonesia right?

See? SEE SEE SEE.... Initially, if given 1st reason, both end liao still can be friends. If given a chance that the guy wants to come back to the girl, this time round, she will have the option to choose.
BUT if ask qns give excuse carry on, it will only make two person look dumb.. Why?

Guy gotta come up with DUMB EXCUSES probably even down right to " You cant satisfy me in bed" or
"I dun like the way you come" then best part is Girl can Stupid Stupid go believe it.
So you tell me? Stupid or not lah???

The thing is,

To the party who wants a break up: Might as well just tell him/her straight that you want to end it. Just say dun love le lor. 速战速决。

To the party who DUN want break up: Let it go. Love doesnt mean have to be together ah. Y hang on
for someone who dun want you? I know coz I was stupid b4. Let it go. People say "LOVE YOU" only
because trying to make it easier for you lor.

Disclaimer: Im not saying that the story I quote is happening like what I have exaggerated, but i just borrowed it to state a general opinion of "stupidity".

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANNI!!!

We see see when free go sentosa k?? :)

But you MUST wear bikini k? heehee... ;p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOMAS!!!

Today is my Lau Gong's birthday.

Today is also the first time he try BODYPUMP! (A Round of APPLAUSE pls...)
(Thank you Thank you)

Finally a 22 Year Old BIG BOY le... ;p

Stupid Company Stupid System Stupid Computer

From this moment on, My Blog is gonna be so dull....

Because there is always TWO stupid POP UPs that say:

"Part of this page has been blocked due to the following reason: Transaction ID: 790D8081

Virus Dedected (if any):
Binary profile list (if any):

Reason: This web page or file within contains malicious content."

After you press ok

"Part of this page has been blocked due to the following reason: Transaction ID: F7552381

Virus Dedected (if any):
Binary profile list (if any):

Reason: This web page or file within contains malicious content."

After you press ok again, you cannot "Bold" "Italic" "Colour" and do alot of things to your font. Apparently, the two POP UPs means:

"The readers at your blog prefers Black and White and nothing fanciful. Please be a dull person and DUN put any Pictures. Words should speak LOUDER than pictures. So Conclusion: BE DULL...."

Do i miss you?

Read Raymond's post, decided to ans some qns..


I wonder if anyone walking by my workstation would remember that once a blonde hair TTOs ever sat there???

Every time I walk pass your work station, I have the urge of jumping in and say "Hi!" But its no longer a blonde but a "dumb blonde" sitting there.

I wonder if any of my batch's TTOs miss the times we used to tok, crap and laugh at my workstation???

I miss eating breakfast at your table... Sitting there do nothing but listen to your headphones sasasa with the music that you are listening to...

I wonder if anyone miss their smoking kaki???

I quit smoking le... But I miss smoking with you...

I wonder if anyone miss breakfast delivery???

Now, its YOnghau and Meimei making delivery, sometimes Meimei pay, sometimes Yonghau pay, but everytime oso tell the rest, auntie give free de heehee.... I miss the times that you walk to my table and say, "Meimei, your AI"

I wonder if anyone miss their helpdesk operator???

Helpdesk.. Now we no need.. System R3 roll roll roll... Roll til now still havent finish rollin.. Its been at least 2-3 weeks le... Meimei got mood work now oso no mood le...Hai.... But I miss dialing 3435.


You know what? I may not be msging you, but I do miss you... While typing this post, Im listening to your blog's "Tong Hua". So Emotional man.. Hahahaha....