Cant you see im harmless?

Recieved a call from a veh close friend today, the conversation started close ended far.

Him:" Hello, you free to tok?"
Me: Yapz, whats up?

Him:" Did you hear from Wenz(one of my freelance company)? Did they tok to you regarding the new plan they have for you? I bet they must have spoken to you then tok to me de."
Me: plans? what plans? I really dunnoe...

Him:" YOu sure?? Ok... As you noe, one of their staff left, so i called to see if they need perm staff, then they told me that you are with them as a full time freelance, running much of the operation. They offer me a position to be their Ops Manager too, same position as you, and the pay package is like so good lor... Better than the Exclusive Instructor that Planet Fitness approached me for. But Sadly hor, Wenz say that you are in charge of corporate, then i in charge of sch.. I told them im more interested in Corporate, they say you are more suitable for it, I guess must be becoz your breast big lah...." {At this point, I am a little pissed off. I know you called to boost, but keep your mouth away from my body parts, I have NEVER used my body to get the work i want, BECOZ in the first place I DUN WANT TO WORK!}

Me: then tell them to swop lor.. im ok with anything,you noe i dun like to work...

Him:"WHAT?? Its a fucking good package lor, profit sharing leh, ON TOP of our instructor pay!! YOu not attracted meh??? You not excited meh??"
Me: nope.. I always feel that more money means more work means more responsiblity. I dun like.. I still prefer my taitai life. Furthermore, in this industry, you get replace veh quickly, im not so excited about it liao.

Him:"YOu know what? you are such a WET BLANKET, here i am, so excited about this new opportunity, there you are throwing water at me"
Me: Anyway, did that staff call you? He is a coordinator with a new gym, did he call you? {This turn out to b my biggest mistake of topic changing}

Him:"No.. He called you?"
Me: Yah, ask me whether want to teach with them and interested to be exclusive or not. {SHIT!! He didnt ask him}

Him:"WHAT!!??? THAT BITCH!!! He didnt even call me!!!"
Me: Oh yah. Wenz side, got one project, i was hoping to rope you in but they dun allow penis, so maybe another project then i'll ask you to help {Another Big mistake}

Him:"Y?? I can be woman tooo... what project?"
Me: ohh.. Be the liasing Coordinator for a small gym.

Him:" Oh fine.. so someone is now a coordinator toooo... So Ms coordinator.. Congrats leh... Just when I thot Im being so approached by the industry, you have to throw me a bucket of cold water to tell me that Im not really so approached.. Thanz leh..."
Me: Things are not even rolling, im not a coordinator.

Him:" Haiyah... Dun pretend lah.. ok lah, i dun disturb you MS COORDINATOR..... I tok to you again.. bye..."

{Frankly, im speechless... Cant you see Im harmless? Im not even aggressive about this new opportunity. Thomas was warning me about how sly this person can be, he might just block my bright future with all kind of shit that he can do. He is capable of anything. Well, I feel, if he really will do anything with or without my knowledge that he did so, i'll just stay away from this person...

I have had my glamorous days, I had power and authority, but I also realise that sometimes when these power get the better of me, I do STUPID things. Stupid mistakes that I cant imagine i can do, stupid things said that I dun believe came out from me. Im fearful, fearful of becoming so again, coz this time, I will not have the hand that will pull me back, sit me down and calm me down. Thats y, Im not aggressive, NOT at all. Dun you understand?}