Embracing Life again :)

I guess embracing life had been difficult for a period in my life as it was just so frustrating trying to embrace it while others try their best to destroy it.. Thank god most of these people are gone... Time to embrace life again! :)

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

You really cant see im harmless??

Guess what?? I recieved a call from my veh close friend again..

This is, hai.... I oso dunnoe what to say, you read yourself bah....

Him:" Hey... How have you been??? Everything good?"
Me: ok lor.. y?

Him:" No lah.. just wanna find out if Wenz spoke to you already?"
ME: Nope.. y leh?

Him:" Havent yet??? How Come??? So long already still havent meet you up?"
Me: No lah, not free mah...

Him:" Ohhh.. I thot you meet them liao.. then can ask you see how much they offer you mah.. See huh.. You got more experience than me leh (Sacastically) Surely get more than me de..."
Me: Rubbish.. what experience? The both of us sama sama lah... but they havent spoken to me...

Him:" Ohhhh, ok lor... (then tok about other none related stuff.....)

Hai... I wonder if i should be a little more aggressive and start to call and pester my boss and insist on MORE MORE MORE pay!!! hahahaha....

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

I stared at the stupid boy

Went to Sengkang Polyclinic with my trotter sister, coz her trotter still swollen.

We were waiting for our turn to register at the waiting corner and beside me was a mother with her son (Abt 3-4 yrs old).

*Boy step on mum's foot*
Mother: That was painful. (gently)
*Boy step on mum's other foot*
Mother: ouch, that was very painful. (still gently)
*Boy smile and want to take another attempt*
Mother: Boy, stepping on mummy's foot is painful, you cannot do that yah. (Gentle gentle gently)

*Stupid boy STEP on MY foot to try see got what reaction*

*I stared at him with my BLOODY PISSED OFF and you better BUZZ OFF look*

Mother: Aiyo (STILLLLLL GENTLY), boy, say sorry.. say sorry..

*I AM STILL STARING, boy starts to step back*

At the moment, the other pple around were wondering y m i so mean to stare the HELL outta the boy. YOu know y?

His mother didnt even insist that he sincerely apologise when it is so obvious that he did it on purpose. Even though it didnt hurt me abit to be stepped by him, but he needs to be taught a lesson. I could have done
(1) STEP on him
(2) Slap him
(3) Cry and make a scene
(4) Scream in pain, roll on the floor and pretend to die

But i only chose to STARE. They better back off, apologised or I scold the hell outta them.

The point is, the mother was NOT even a little stern when she is teaching him. She is only whispering to him. I was not expecting a long and loud lecture from her, but at least insisted that he apologised. Coz when the STUPID boy decided that he was still not at fault, he kept his mouth quiet, not willing to say sorry. What kind of attitude is that? If its my son, I'll slap him and INSIST he apologise. If he dun, I will do it on his behalf at least. It only shows how ill their manners are.

Guess you want to know what happen in the end rite? The mother said sth like:" So mean.. wait til she gets her own kids" See... Ill manners.

By the way, the stupid boy run all over the place, climb up n down the chairs and took the whole stack of prescription from the precsiption box and a nurse asked the mum to get him to return them. Really a stupid boy.

Proves that im not mean but he needs to be taught. PROPERLY!

Monday, October 02, 2006

Cant you see im harmless?

Recieved a call from a veh close friend today, the conversation started close ended far.

Him:" Hello, you free to tok?"
Me: Yapz, whats up?

Him:" Did you hear from Wenz(one of my freelance company)? Did they tok to you regarding the new plan they have for you? I bet they must have spoken to you then tok to me de."
Me: plans? what plans? I really dunnoe...

Him:" YOu sure?? Ok... As you noe, one of their staff left, so i called to see if they need perm staff, then they told me that you are with them as a full time freelance, running much of the operation. They offer me a position to be their Ops Manager too, same position as you, and the pay package is like so good lor... Better than the Exclusive Instructor that Planet Fitness approached me for. But Sadly hor, Wenz say that you are in charge of corporate, then i in charge of sch.. I told them im more interested in Corporate, they say you are more suitable for it, I guess must be becoz your breast big lah...." {At this point, I am a little pissed off. I know you called to boost, but keep your mouth away from my body parts, I have NEVER used my body to get the work i want, BECOZ in the first place I DUN WANT TO WORK!}

Me: then tell them to swop lor.. im ok with anything,you noe i dun like to work...

Him:"WHAT?? Its a fucking good package lor, profit sharing leh, ON TOP of our instructor pay!! YOu not attracted meh??? You not excited meh??"
Me: nope.. I always feel that more money means more work means more responsiblity. I dun like.. I still prefer my taitai life. Furthermore, in this industry, you get replace veh quickly, im not so excited about it liao.

Him:"YOu know what? you are such a WET BLANKET, here i am, so excited about this new opportunity, there you are throwing water at me"
Me: Anyway, did that staff call you? He is a coordinator with a new gym, did he call you? {This turn out to b my biggest mistake of topic changing}

Him:"No.. He called you?"
Me: Yah, ask me whether want to teach with them and interested to be exclusive or not. {SHIT!! He didnt ask him}

Him:"WHAT!!??? THAT BITCH!!! He didnt even call me!!!"
Me: Oh yah. Wenz side, got one project, i was hoping to rope you in but they dun allow penis, so maybe another project then i'll ask you to help {Another Big mistake}

Him:"Y?? I can be woman tooo... what project?"
Me: ohh.. Be the liasing Coordinator for a small gym.

Him:" Oh fine.. so someone is now a coordinator toooo... So Ms coordinator.. Congrats leh... Just when I thot Im being so approached by the industry, you have to throw me a bucket of cold water to tell me that Im not really so approached.. Thanz leh..."
Me: Things are not even rolling, im not a coordinator.

Him:" Haiyah... Dun pretend lah.. ok lah, i dun disturb you MS COORDINATOR..... I tok to you again.. bye..."

{Frankly, im speechless... Cant you see Im harmless? Im not even aggressive about this new opportunity. Thomas was warning me about how sly this person can be, he might just block my bright future with all kind of shit that he can do. He is capable of anything. Well, I feel, if he really will do anything with or without my knowledge that he did so, i'll just stay away from this person...

I have had my glamorous days, I had power and authority, but I also realise that sometimes when these power get the better of me, I do STUPID things. Stupid mistakes that I cant imagine i can do, stupid things said that I dun believe came out from me. Im fearful, fearful of becoming so again, coz this time, I will not have the hand that will pull me back, sit me down and calm me down. Thats y, Im not aggressive, NOT at all. Dun you understand?}