Embracing Life again :)

I guess embracing life had been difficult for a period in my life as it was just so frustrating trying to embrace it while others try their best to destroy it.. Thank god most of these people are gone... Time to embrace life again! :)

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

A Story

There is a young girl who is seen as being bight and intelligent. She got to know a guy, not the tall dark and handsome type that she fancy, but just a normal guy.

The world sees this guy as being selfish, old and not good enough for the young girl. That was the very same thought that came to the young girl's mind. She thought she deserves someone better.

As time goes, this young girl with that thought lingering in her mind, she didnt treasure the guy enough to love him. Yet as time goes, she realize that the guy is not that bad after all. The world had seen him in the other view just like her. She felt bad, and decided to slowly make amendments. It was all too late, the guy now do not love her as much as when they first started.

Thats a little story i had on mind, didnt have time to elaborate into a juicy composition. If i have time, i'll write more k? ;p

PS: post a comment if you think of a better scence to add in :p

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Fear

What is it that you fear most? I know what my best friend is thinking "COCKCROACHES!!!!" Hahaha...

I fear lotsa stuff.

1. COCKCROACHES!!!
2. No Money
3. Being n looking fat
4. reprimanded *even when i know i made a mistake*
5. so on so on so on....

Recently, i realize, the thing that i fear most is "Loneliness".

I hate the feeling when there is no one whom i can wake up to and say a sweet "Good morning".
I hate the feeling when there is no one there to sayang me when i suffer from the SMALLEST paper cut.
I hate the feeling when i go back home sit in my room with no sms to ask "You home sweetie?"
I hate the feeling when im reminded that im lonely, abandoned, unwanted.

I know all of the above sound silly, but aint those what you enjoy the most when you are in love? Hahaha... I know, my dear friends who are reading this will start to protest: "WEI!!!! You think we are dead ah? We not here for you meh?"

I know, i always appreciate how much my friends are willing to stand by me, when they know im broken. Even if it means to show the world that his mouth is swollen, he will still leave the house and travel down just to console me. Thanz Chee keong! And even if it means to risk to injure her lower back further, she insisted on cycling out of her "Ulu" private housing just to be there for me. Thanz Teng!

Unforturnately, there is still a difference between friends and "partner". What is it exactly? You tell me... coz i have no idea how to put it in words.

Yet again, my other side of me is telling me that "No, you do not need a partner. All you need is someone who is close, thats all" Frankly, which guy on earth will allow you to "look for him only when you are too free and lonely?" I can think of only two types of guys who will allow.

1. Social Escort *which you gotta pay*
2. GAY who needs a smoke partner to appease the parents

So, if there is any gay who is willing to marry me just to have a smoke relationship, i dun mind. I just dun wanna feel unwanted. At least, im appease psychologically. Hhahahaha....

Monday, April 18, 2005

Immature

Company Profile: Private and Confidential

Location: SPC

Total number of managers: Initially 9, Now become 7

Estimated total age of all managers combined: 300 years old

Trouble makers outta 7 managers: 4 idiots = 57%

What Happened??!!

One of the managers who left has an agent (agent F) who is very close to the friends at our office (His old Office now). Occasionally when there are trainings held at the training centre, he would meet up with his friends from my office to lunch and tea.

One fateful night, when we all happened to decide to talk cock after work *MIND YOU, ITS AFTER WORK!!* Agent F and agent S (from my office) decided to purchase alcholic drinks from NTUC. They were spotted making the purchase together by one of the 57%. In summary, we drank at Mac, couldnt finish, brought up and keep in our PERSONAL STORAGE MINI FRIDGE.

A matter was brought up during a COMAPNY MEETING;

1.OUR COMPANY"S AGENTs SHOULD NOT HANG OUT WITH AGENT F AS WE DO NOT LIKE HIM! ALL SEVEN MANAGERS STRONGLY AGREE ON THIS POINT BROUGHT UP.

2.Staff are not allowed to consume alcholic drinks.

Conclusion:

I thought stupid statements like Point 1 in only seen in primary school?? total age 300 years old, still so immature. No wonder my company seems to b getting from bad to worst.

As for point 2, HELLO!!! The staff consumed alcholic drinks DOWNSTAIRS AFTER OFFICE HOURS!!!! What has it goota do with those stupid pigs anyway!!

Please note: not all seven of them are idiots, but most of them ;p

*If the above resembles any company from SPC, it is purely a concidence*