Embracing Life again :)

I guess embracing life had been difficult for a period in my life as it was just so frustrating trying to embrace it while others try their best to destroy it.. Thank god most of these people are gone... Time to embrace life again! :)

Monday, December 31, 2007

So you ask if im ok?

Everyone of my close friends who knew about this ask if i was ok? Frankly, can i not be?

I can always go to his house, slap his mother, n verbally insult her. 

Look for Selona, ask her to jump down the building for being so stupid to even want a chance with a man who dun even love her. 

And many many more.... (Drama mind starting to turn) haaaahaa....

Well, I choose to let him go. Probably in a way, it is considered, returning him to her. The final break up that he finally found the courage to leave her for good was becoz he loves me. In one way or another, it was considered that "I took him from her". So now, naaaah, take him back. 

I want this silly girl to wake up. She was only surviving on water n cigarettes, how can she do this to herself? Ever since december 2006, she knew that he didnt love her anymore, y is she still hanging on?

I hope that he will at least help her outta this shit first... Seriously, i know that by having him get back with her is not the best idea, but wat can he do facing a suicide prone gal? Poor things...

Its not easy on her. Its not easy for him either.

Is this what your mother will do to you?

My friend, Darren. Poor Boy...

I was with him for about 6 mths, until friday nite.

Apparently, his ex girlfriend, Selona, is back. Guess whats the best part? It was all thanz to Darren's mother.

Selona, from what i heard has always been quite possessive, when Daren broke up with her 2 times a year ago, she always manage to cry, want to die, and got back together again. Til 6 mths ago, he decided that enough is enough.

Just when we thought that time will heal her wound n stuff, only did we just found out that Darren's mother has been lying to Selona that Darren was not seeing anybody( I didnt noe i was Casper) and that he will definitely take her back after 6mths. There she is, being hopeful, when she is anxious she tries to attempt suicide, cant wait anymore, try to get hope from Darren's mother that he will, must and is taking her back. And there is Darren's mother assuring her "ON BEHALF" of Darren that he will take her back. 

So came last friday nite, it was the end of her long wait of 6 mths, she appeared at his house on the advice of Darren's mother that that will be the day that Darren will for sure say yes to her yet another 2nd chance. Darren was so shock to find out that his mother has been making use of this poor little thing, told her lies, and giving her false hope. Even when they both confronted Darren's mother, she just acted blur, and stare into blank space and daze (Btw, thats her speciality, she is veh good at that apparently). 

Poor Selona... Darren felt so bad that his mother did watever she did to Selona, that he had no choice but to really grant her that yet another 2nd chance. So we have to break up.

His only disappointment is in his own mother, that she actually had the heart to lie to a weak who is already so weak n fragile. The best part was that he felt that it was not even the business of his mother to interfere. Is this what your mother will do to you? he asked himself.